; 6:29 PM ♥
asd
shout; 6:39 AM ♥
if you cant take those words then dun read it...
you said i hurt you cuz i say u control me...
y i say?..cuz u say if i feel tat way then tell u..ya..i told u..u say i hurt..
of coz its hurt..those words bu hao ting ni jiu bu xi huan dang ran hurt..
even ur fren say u control me...outsider can see it clearer..
have you ever think of it?!!....
u start to set those promises..i cant guarentee i can do it till 100%..but i slowly changing..in mrt i dun even dare to look around..look at u u will say guai guai..then i look on the ground...
when i try to cool down n tell u my feeling...u say i blame u?...wat the...i juz trying to let u know..u say no hiding..i nv hide..i juz trying to say out..u juz ans me all my fault la all my fault u dun wan see anymore msges...-.- juz becuz u wan to end it faster u said tat..i juz trying to let u know my feeling!!!!!...
i cool down n think who's fault...to be true..both oso have fault...when u say ur fault u only say cuz u wanted time tat's ur fault...tat not even a fault.....
i promise u n not wanting to break it cuz y?...i need ur trust..n no trust means nothing!!!!..i make the promises becuz i believe u will slowly believe me..when i still on my way changing..where r u?.....u left me alone...u say i nv treasure the time -.- u think changing so easy?...we been tgt for abt 3 mths...deduce all those revision n exam..1mth+++ how to change so quickly...even forget some1 aint easy...i need time!!!...juz a guy name wiz of fire a guy say hi to me...u alr unhappy...i trying to change liao...u say i dun understand ur stress...-.- i dunno is wat funny or upset...i have N lvl earlier than u..i try not to neglect u alr...n still everyday msg u..nv say ''laopo i need to revise le..'' i nv said tat b4
when u revise..u say u wan revise le so i pei ni revise..tat not fault...but u say i dun understand your stress...n ur dunno wat fren backstab me!!!! say not worth...-.- watever la!!!!
i gave you my heart..u juz throw it on the floor!!!...i nv once treat 1 person with all i gt...i alr trying to be better..u say i vent anger on u..if u know my fren u ask them...i vent anger or i m ji dong..-.- sms or msn alr cant show how the person is feeling le so dun guess -.- becuz of a ''!'' -.-
if some1 shout ur name REBECCA!!!!!<<<
u say u nv let go...but u know wat...whenever u see a gal u juz GUESSS i like her or i flirt or wat 2 timer -.- u juz say i give up..-.- cuz u afraid...but m i not afraid..u oso gt so many guys around u..i alw hold u tight..nv even let go once..but u keep letting go n letting go...i keep holding on..till i hurt myself cant deny..even at 1st i wanted to....the pain is so unbearable!!!!!!....i'm juz like a shit ..being push around when i love you whole heartedly..u juz keep saying wat wish u happiness with cheriss or wat coco -.-WAT M I MISS?!!!!! i love you u juz keep pushin me....i hold on so tight for wat when u dun even hold tight to me...u say guys are born to be liar heartbreaker u know y?!!! cuz u went to compare me...watever all my effort i tried went down the drain..heart SMASH!!!!!!
i scare liao la...trying to let u know my feeling u say i blame u..i dun dare to say anymore !!!!!!!
i'm not blaming..JUZ WANNA MAKE U KNOW OR UNDERSTAND...
u say no hiding...but u alw hide from me..i wanna know ur feeling u juz say mei shi..do u even know? i worry -.-.........!!!!!!!!!!!
to be true i nv once hurt so badly or disappointed in some1....grats ur the 1st -.-
hurt cuz i wanna care for u...but u wan be alone..i understand...worst u push me to other gals instead of holding me tight...my heart gave u le...this is wat i get too...disappointed in u..cuz i nv once expect anythin from any1 not even u..!!..i juz wan u think clearly..u juz say wo xiang de hen qing chu-.- ..ya right...did u even cool down n think?!...cant u think all sided...?....suan le..i know this post is hurting...suan liao ALL MY FAULT LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAY~!; 9:27 AM ♥
N lvl juz finish
The gd thing is we r now super duper RELAX~!
The bad thing~ nah~ dun wan to say hahax~
ytd [06.07.07]
1st time learn hop hop dance~
COOL~!
she say some went for 1st lesson might not wan to continue
i was afraid XD
but the more i dance or play?
i feel it more cool~!
hahax~
100% continue =P
coming to an end; 11:39 PM ♥
Hmm~ y m i alw quarreling with that person -.-
its like alw my fault la~
wat the -.-
cant tat person think~?
everythin say i blame him or her
then blame me la~ i nth to say sia
juz wanna stop quarreling if not
i going breathless sia =.-~!!
juz hope after exam everythin will be better
sian 5marks for math p2 fly away~ die sia
cuz i 4get write -.-
1st
post; 10:54 AM ♥
hmm~ my 1st post but not 1st blog XD
sian dunno wat to post
exam juz 3 days ahead lol
*MATI*
but still jia you all~ USHI